Monday, January 22, 2007
9:59 PM
BookmarkedI attempted to write a story about you
But real life interrupted
You took my cue
Seized me into the remnants of the disrupted
Trying but failing
To complement, to fit
Leading only to immense hurting
The absence of the flushed cheeks - the heat
Your sugar-coated lips
Embellishes my poetry, the way you fuss
And the deep reverberation -oh how I miss
Into the night, the cord entangles us
My story pauses, ink replaced with blood
The pages ripped, long forgotten in mud
hohoho wrote this in math class. i recently fell in love with sonnets.
through the laughter and tears
hopes and fears
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
11:43 PM
incomprehensible, life is.
what an irritating piece of shit my bio textbook is. like why should i care that the bloody protein is of GLOBULAR or FIBROUS structure? and i know i have gone there about a MILLION TIMES. but URGH. at least bio is like intriguing. chem is shit. shit i tell you.
sigh. sigh sigh. my friend's friend died.
deaths everywhere.
why won't people learn to appreciate life, hmm?
why don't people get it?
why don't people get it that life isn't about studying. it isn't about doing well in your examinations. it isn't. it isn't it isn't it isn't.
what about people.
how come my classmates are so bloody EQ-deficient?! life IS about PEOPLE. if you have no EQ, you are a worthless piece of shit. pardon me.
sigh. singapore's education system is so freakin screwed. i can't believe it drove so many people to suicide this year. suicide. 17, 18 year-old guys. suicide. death. dead. forever. no more. zilch.
haiya. it's very irritating. i wonder if it's VIP that is making me so disillusioned with everything. cynical, even. death. right next to life. i wonder what my classmates are doing in VIP if all they wanna do is mug. besides, mugging isn't going to take you further in life. and gosh i've talked about this a TRILLION times. but i'm fine with talking about it. even though i sound like a broken tape recorder and i'm so bloody freaking annoying lol. and whatever happened to making a difference in others' lives? i mean, what is your life FOR, man?
if you're not going to bother making a difference, no matter the scale, no matter how, you're worthless. you can start small. by like, not smoking, for smokers. or save paper. save the earth. or just.. drop an sms to make someone smile. everyone has that ability. to make others smile. it's only whether you want to or not. and isn't a just a great feeling knowing someone is smiling because of you? or just smiling, regardless of why? its nice, don't you think, to make someone happy?
like, spread the love. once they are happy, they will make others happy. and it's like some polypeptide chain. ((: and karma, you know. it will eventually make its way back to you, this happiness. it's all interconnected, life.
why don't so many people get it?
sigh.
through the laughter and tears
hopes and fears
incomprehensible, life is.
what an irritating piece of shit my bio textbook is. like why should i care that the bloody protein is of GLOBULAR or FIBROUS structure? and i know i have gone there about a MILLION TIMES. but URGH. at least bio is like intriguing. chem is shit. shit i tell you.
sigh. sigh sigh. my friend's friend died.
deaths everywhere.
why won't people learn to appreciate life, hmm?
why don't people get it?
why don't people get it that life isn't about studying. it isn't about doing well in your examinations. it isn't. it isn't it isn't it isn't.
what about people.
how come my classmates are so bloody EQ-deficient?! life IS about PEOPLE. if you have no EQ, you are a worthless piece of shit. pardon me.
sigh. singapore's education system is so freakin screwed. i can't believe it drove so many people to suicide this year. suicide. 17, 18 year-old guys. suicide. death. dead. forever. no more. zilch.
haiya. it's very irritating. i wonder if it's VIP that is making me so disillusioned with everything. cynical, even. death. right next to life. i wonder what my classmates are doing in VIP if all they wanna do is mug. besides, mugging isn't going to take you further in life. and gosh i've talked about this a TRILLION times. but i'm fine with talking about it. even though i sound like a broken tape recorder and i'm so bloody freaking annoying lol. and whatever happened to making a difference in others' lives? i mean, what is your life FOR, man?
if you're not going to bother making a difference, no matter the scale, no matter how, you're worthless. you can start small. by like, not smoking, for smokers. or save paper. save the earth. or just.. drop an sms to make someone smile. everyone has that ability. to make others smile. it's only whether you want to or not. and isn't a just a great feeling knowing someone is smiling because of you? or just smiling, regardless of why? its nice, don't you think, to make someone happy?
like, spread the love. once they are happy, they will make others happy. and it's like some polypeptide chain. ((: and karma, you know. it will eventually make its way back to you, this happiness. it's all interconnected, life.
why don't so many people get it?
sigh.
through the laughter and tears
hopes and fears
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
8:51 PM
HELLO! we've moved.
YES YINING WE'VE MOVE.
TO
here
through the laughter and tears
hopes and fears
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
8:38 PM
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!
BISH YOU TO TANG DYNASTY.
okay no, geri, its not you.
and maybe you are right. i shouldn't care so much about other people. because it has nothing gotta do with me and caring is just a waste of energy and time and life.
maybe all of us should be selfish asses and not think about what's going to happen and what is already happening and feel frustrated because you can't help the situation when it REALLY doesn't affect you that much.
and because people don't really care that YOU care anyway. and when you care its not like they appreciate it and it just makes you sadder at the state of the world today.
WHY the hell do people have so many damned opinions yet they refuse to state their stand? like WHATTHEHELL. will you just make things easier for us and just STOP complaining about this and that and how about some people are not good leaders. like YOU are one. and if you don't want to tell people in the face what you think is wrong, then don't complain for GOODNESS SAKE. and i don't see HOW HOW HOW HOW a person can be so marks-orientated. i mean god. life isn't about marks. and i don't even want to know what other things your life is made up of. probably nothing.
and maybe i sound a little angsty, okay MORE than a little angsty but GOSH i'm frustrated at people these days. stop complaining about how people are bad leaders because maybe you're not that good either.
i would like to kindly add that because we are all humans, it is impossible not to feel for each other. so don't be selfish and inflict hurt on people just because you think your life is so screwed up. because maybe you're life isn't THAT screwed up after all. and maybe everybody's in THIS together. and shit happens. this is only life.
i'm just blogging because i can't keep all these in. (: i need some brain cells to do my homework.
TOODLES GERI (:
through the laughter and tears
hopes and fears
Sunday, March 05, 2006
11:09 PM
life is but so fragile...
why do people take it for granted...
and so unexpected. just on friday, we were laughing and screaming so loudly.
yesterday and today, we cried and cried.
for somebody who was, for somebody who could have been, for somebody who still is in our hearts.
through the laughter and tears
hopes and fears
Friday, January 27, 2006
12:15 AM
ahaha. got this from yining's blog. who got it from lisabelle's blog=))
i like seven too yining.! my birthdath. like 7 of april
-SE7EN things that make me smile:
1) full marks for my maths quiz
2) my new house
3) paul walker appearing in my bed room-don't ask my why i suddenly liked him
4) in my shoes ticket
5) chinese new year goodies
6) a perfect body
7) a pass on my grade 7 piano exam
-SE7EN ways to win my heart (right now):
1) 100 roses. i don't understand why isit always 99
2) be cute
3) be cuter
4) let me let my fustrations out by screeching into your ear
5) don't break my heart after your have won it!
6) stay away from being naggy
7) give me many pretty indian roses!
(:-SE7EN things I believe in:
1) faith?
2) hope?
3) or love??
4) money$$
5) yup. loved ones
6) trust
7) brains
-SE7EN things I'm afraid of :
1) RATS
2) bats
3) freaky clowns
4) starving
5) losing my voice
6) losing my loved ones
7) MONSTERS IN FREAKY SHOWS
-SE7EN things that I do everyday:
1) snezze
2) EAT
3) talk alot
4)scream
5) scare people
6) do sit ups
7) strech
-SE7EN people I want to see right now:
1) a smelly ns guy
2) mrs ng
3) ms chia
4) harrypotter
5) chaodiafu. [my leg is hurting now]
6) you
7) me
-SE7EN people who should also do this:(damn yining got this right)
1. everybody who loves geraldine
2. everybody who loves geraldine more then the computer
3. everybody who loves geraldine more then the tv
4. everybody who loves geraldine more the then your hp
5. I THOUGHT ITS GILLY WEED YINING?!?!
6. yining
7. yining
through the laughter and tears
hopes and fears
Monday, January 23, 2006
10:09 PM
CHINESE NEW YEAR COME COME.
LOTS AND LOTS MORE.
GERALDINEEEEEEEEE
through the laughter and tears
hopes and fears
