Saturday, June 04, 2005
10:46 PM
hello geri.
to be really honest, i had been pretty bothered about your sudden.. sadness. i dont know what happened and yeah the.. suspense was killing me. but i guess you're not gonna tell me. so whenever you're ready yah..
and the thing about me and jeanne being more superior to olivia and yuhan has been bothering me as well. part of me feels guilty but then again, i know very very well that i treat yuhan and olivia like my teammates. and its partially the way trampers teach each other. but yeah obviously the thing about superiority is like obviously there. everybody including ourselves condones it ever since i got into gym last year. it has always been like that. when we try to change it, its very difficult. but i'm very sure by the end of comps or at least the end of june, my attitude willl change. and after all, after comps, we'll be learning b div. and then finally, we'll be of equal standards. in the meantime, i'll be mindful of my actions and words.
somehow i feel very uneasy having not talked to you for such a long time. i mean it has only been a week but just.. SOMEHOW i feel very weird. and very bothered. pretty much thats why i suggested we get together some day.
btw hahha today was funny. actually me jiayi and olivia and maybe some other people were looking over at you side and then we saw you do. and then all of us were like "wahh." thenn we started clapping. haha. its so funny. actually yours looked more impressive than melissa's one somehow. oops. hhe. but anyway your expression was so funny when you looked over. and we were making so muchh noise clapping and all that haha. and clapping at the slightest things that happened at the tramp.
oh well. hows your arm and ankle? are they better now? anyway jiayou for training. you looked kinda frustrated at your houkong today. -shrugs- oh well. jiayou jiayou.
dont worry be happy! smile (:
nings.
through the laughter and tears
hopes and fears
